Nagmumuni-muni

i love you... shucks...

Ang hirap ng ganito...

Maraming iniisip.. Mga problemang alam kong hindi ko naman hawak ang solusyon... I have my own stuff to deal with...

Insecurities. I am not the richest person in this world. And I know I probably won't ever be... I know I am low-maintenance, but not "no-maintenance"... I know I can never play with society's "big guys"... I am no big-spender - I live within my means... I've had it tough in this life - so don't wonder why I can be beyond "frugal". I've never wanted money to become an issue in my life... But right now it is... Because I have to pay for this, pay for that... Parang lahat na lang responsibilidad ko...

Doubts. What does this damn life have to offer me? Is there really something better out there? I've worked my ass off, but I don't think I am getting what I deserve... And is there something wrong with me? Am I jinxed? Ako ba ang may kasalanan, o di lang nangyayari yung gusto ko...

These things are basically "eating me... "

I agree with a friend.. down with capitalism!!!