Pictures!!!! :)

HAPPY GRADUATION!!!!!!!!!

i love you... shucks...

sa wakas.. ako po ay official nang tumapos... ahahaha.... ang saya!!!!!!!!

si Scott, nag-meet the parents.. all went well!!!

may havaianas na ako!!! (gigil!) bebe, thank you sa grad gift package! ahaha... irene, thanks din!

will upload pictures soon!!!!!! :)

Looking Back...

i love you... shucks...

Transport strike. The government should start doing something. Kahit mahirap magcommute, I understand the situation.

We had our graduation rehearsals today. And I would like to say that I really missed everyone.
I missed CMC's own brand of "masscommy noise". It was nice to see all my friends and exhange gradpics, gossip and plan for the block dinner.

Congratulations to my blockmate,Pamela Clare Marie Lazatin aka Pamy for being the Communication Research Dept's FIRST SUMMA CUM LAUDE and for being this year's college valedictorian!!!!!!!!!!
Blockmate ko yan!!!!

Batay sa Admin, our college has 2 Summa Cum Laudes (Tere and Pamy), 11 Magna Cum Laudes, and 70 Cum Laudes.. Can you beat that???? :) Congrats to everyone!!!!!!!!!

Finally saw Scott again. We went to Eastwood and had lunch and bought donuts for Malor (na di rin naibigay). We then went to Rob Metro East and watched a movie and slept. Ang init kasi sa labas.... Sobra.

Then rehearsed for our musical play. Hoping that Jiggy will be the little boy for the play. (crossing my fingers..) I am starting to get sick again.. weird..must be the heat...

*I LOVE YOU ALL*

Rats... Drats... Blah...

I am sick and pissed.

Seriously, I’ve been ranting a lot over the weekend. More problems are coming my way, and my worries can’t seem to “stay put” even for a while. I am constantly bombarded with things I do not want to do. The pressure is on, but I can barely assert myself. All I can do is complain… Rant, rant, rant…

I seriously do not want to start working. But I have to, since my parents have been so darn responsible enough to take care of me and my brother’s future!!! Argh, now I have to take care of what, my brother’s 45thousandish-per-sem tuition??? Plus they are forcing me to get a job so we can get a loan for a new car. I love my parents, but this is too much for me right now…

Argh, I have a life.. and I know I have worked my ass off so I can relax after.. But no, I’m stuck with being the “great” ate that I am… I am going to burst.. I am.. Just wait and see…

I want to get out… I don’t want to worry bout anything.. But since I am so financially incapable right now (no school, no allowance policy) I cannot fend for myself… Come to think about it, my 150 a day allowance was just enough when I was in school…. Leaves me with no spare “change”… Ang galing ng magulang ko.. kahit anong gawin ko walang lusot…..

Then there’s rehearsals for the play.. It may be tiring, but at least for a few hours, I am actually enjoying what I am doing. Singing (totally) is one “relaxing” thing.. Kahit sandali.. Feel ko I am transported to some world that is my own…

I am honestly miserable that I won’t be able to join my org, Comm Res Soc in our sem-ender.. I am really miserable.. I’ve been crying… a lot…. (sniff)

Left some “friendships” unattended, and now I am miserable… Di ako mapakali.. Nakakaiyak… Nakakainis… Nakakaiyak…

I miss my friends… All of them.. (sniff)

I want a vacation!!! With no chaperones, no one to bug me about work and money… (sniff…)

Aww....

aww......


aww....


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Finally...

i love you... shucks...

Scott and I had a post-celebration of our first month this afternoon. I gave him a picture frame (with our picture syempre) to remind him of how “adorable” we are as a couple… ahahaha!

I had to visit the doctor first. Scott has not been really happy with my condition (same goes with Mama Yusi…) Coughing fits have not left me. I’ve had them for the last month or so. I also had to get chest x-ray in case this cough turns out to be something else…

We went to UP a little later to look up our grades. *** hugs***

Feeling a bit sad since I can’t go to our CRS Laguna sem-ender thing and I won’t be able to meet Scott’s dad anymore on Thursday. Oh well…

Medyo masama loob ko sa magulang ko… May sakit ako, pero si Daddy ayaw ako patignan sa doctor. Gastos lang raw yun. Pano pa naging issue sa pera ang kalusugan ko? Ibang tao pa talaga ang nagkusa na patignan ako sa doctor.. Hay...

Daydreaming....

i love you... shucks...

I am bored…and tired.. damn tired...

Wala namang masama kung mangangarap ako diba?

My Graduation and Summer Wish List:

1. A “Sun” phone
2. Havianas slippers
3. The new Tori Amos CD
4. A really nice set of picture frames/photo albums
5. Money for my Bohol Trip
6. Nice white shoes with kitty-heels
7. Nice boxes where I can put stuff
8. Smallville VCDs (all the seasons)
9. The bikini set from Naf-Naf (but I have to learn to swim first…)
10. A CD rack… (really)

Can’t wait to spend time with Scott and take care of him.. Working on being a "girl friend" and "fuwi".. ahahah..

I'm Sorry...

i love you...

I'm sorry for being "foolish"....

I love you...