FIRE!!!!

i love you... shucks...

Your Element Is Fire

Your passion and emotion are as obvious as the brightest flame. You make sparks fly, and your passion always has the potential to burst out. You are exciting and creative - and completely unpredictable. You sometimes exercise control, and sometimes you let yourself go. Friends describe you as sensitive, spirited, and compulsive. Bright and blazing with intensity, you seem mysterious and moody to many.

What's Your Element?

I love you.

Thanks for talking to me.. For being true to yourself, for being true to me...
I understand.. will try to understand..

I will always be here for you.. You can count on that...

- WAN

Things I did today:

1. Pumunta sa NIGS for STS interview regarding minerals, astig pala si C.P.D.!
2. Went out for pizza with John sa SM North..(thank you..) yet my dream for my own CD did not materialize.. (well, so much for my dream... grr..)
3. Uminom ng Planax after so long... battled crying out in pain.. (literal pain)
4. Magtangka na mag-akyat bahay sa sarili kong bahay dahil wala akong susi.. ang bokot noh?
5. Mag dinner date with SPSS...

At dahil dito..may sakit ako ngayon.. grrr....

2 Band-Aid

Pagod ako.
Magulo utak ko.
Gusto ko na umiyak..
kasi di ko na alam kung ano yung gagawin ko...

Feel ko nahahati na ako..
Nakangiti ako, makuwento..madaldal..
akala niyo ok lang ako.. Pero hindi, nahihirapan na ako..
Ano ba uunahin ko? Sarili ko o ibang tao? Mahalin o magmahal...
OO.. ang gulo.. di ko na rin alam... Sa simple o komplikado? Saan nga ba ako lulugar?

Minsan... Dahil sa minsan...

Carlo (My Brother) and Me

After Church.. ahahah.. We don't look alike raw!???

Went Grocery shopping today.. Went candy bar shopping as well.. yum...candy..chocolates! yum!

The Big Picture is..

i love you... shucks..
but I understand.. thanks for the "big picture" (wink)

God has a reason... Everything has a reason... All in God's wonderful plan..

The big thing.. I'll be missing class sa Friday! I have a wedding sa Forbes..so goodluck.. :)
Nway, I will do stuff for STS! I have exams! AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Nway, to all my friends! Hello and I love you all!!!!! :)

Magulong Photoblog!

Me and Kathryn at Red Box

Chevy (the Cocker Spaniel)

(Sarah and Me sa Lib)

Kitch (my beloved thesis partner and partner in food binging), Me, Stan and John (my two good-looking friends... ang swerte ko naman... hehehe...)

Ang common theme ng pictures ko??? I can't live without headbands! :)

After Psych and Anthro

Masaya ang Psych Exams.. bow...
Mejo masaklap naman ang Anthro.. :( bokot...

Yesterday muna kwento ko.......
I had lunch with Jown, JR (or Rj?) and John Estanley.. ahahah..puro Js! Magulong usapan ang nangyari..pero gusto ko lang sabihin na "Jown, SIS kuno pa rin kita for life...whatever happens...ok???"

Puyat nga din pala ako nung Wednesday.. Ganito pala pag matagal ka ng di naguupdate ng blog. :) The gang went out with Kathryn (a good friend from grade school). So it was I, Ces, Ali, Sheb, Pai and Mitch (frm ADMU). Kathryn is leaving for New York this Saturday. (We’ll miss her again..she never forgets us kahit we all went to different schools na… super nice friend talaga). We had Fazoli’s then went to Greenbelt to go Videoke Singing sa Red Box. It was a blast. Tequila definitely got us all in the mood. After that we went to Kathryn’s place in Rockwell. Way cool!

So balik sa nangyari yesterday.. (Thursday..)
Maya nung hapon, nag-main lib ako kasama si Sarah and Dave to watch a film for Anthro. Met up with Irene and Kitch later sa Gen Ref. Discovered Wi-Fi internet actually exists in UP!!!! Way cool!
Sumunod si Stan and John sa Gen Ref at nagpicture taking kami sa Lib.. ansaya noh.. ahahah.. The guys joined me sooner in STS class.. masaya mag-feeling na may body guards ako.. ahaha... Eh kung ganun ba naman kagwapo body guards ko, ok lang..ahahahah...
To John and Stan: Magthesis partner nga kayo! (basta..)

Today naman…
Super puyat ako! Dalawa kasi exams ko… Psych 150 and Anthro 185

Spent the rest of the afternoon studying for my Anthro exmas sa main library with John (who was doing the Wi-Fi thingy sa Gen Ref). Di natuloy yung consulation namin with Prof. SP. So Kitch went to the lib na din. It was my fault - I lost track of time and I was too absorbed reading Anthro stuff that I eventually forgot din naman the answers when the test questions came.. Grr... I'm really sorry dearie!

John texted me about an idea to have a C2 party.. and detoxify everyone! That would be cool! :) Irene and I would sign up for that! Ahahah!

Went to Ciello's Donuts (is that it?) and got 2 boxes! :) Sugar High!!!!!!!!!

Monday..

Happy but sad.. I'm going through an emotional "joyride"

Just got home from Silang, Cavite! Totally enjoyed my stay at Kitchie's house. I never thought I could eat so much and still want more. I'm no glutton, but they really have good food in Silang.

Attended my org's gen meet, but I was not my cheery self. I guess I was really sleepy because of the weather. Inuubo at sinisipon - at di ok yung feeling.

Guess I'm not really in the mood to "blog-write". After Friday's rush, I feel lazy now...And honestly, I'm bored.. really bored....

Ang Rawogat

Masaya ako.. Kakauwi ko lang..pero couldn’t wait to post this..

Nag-enjoy ako sa apps bonding namin sa CRS and the videoke thing.. I will never regret and forget it! I don’t want to disclose all the details.. Mainggit ang wala! (magpakuwento kayo sa akin, behlat!)

Sa second batch ako ng apps nakasama… Nauna na yung iba.. So I was with Reudel, Chrissie, John, Jeni and Stan. Nagtrike kami papunta sa G-Spot sa UP Village (hmm.. interesting name..)

Pagdating dun, gutom na kami! Ang tatakaw namin! Puro sisig inorder.. ano na kaya cholesterol level ko? Pero ayaan mo na.. gutom kung gutom!!! Tapos ayun videoke sessions na!!!!!
It was so damn funny… I will never forget how cute the boys were sa rendition nila ng “As Long As You Love Me” ng Backstreet Boys.. And I would like to commend everyone sa group effort sa “Stop” ng Spice Girls.. Shucks, saying at wala akong camera! Grr! Super saya-saya talaga.. di ko na naisip na kakagaling ko lang sa sakit… Ang galing-galing ni Stan mag-stunts, sumayaw at iba pa! Ang cute mo buddy! (wink, wink).. at balladeer in the making pala si John! Game na game si Cayin! Basta, bow ako sa apps… You guys are truly a promising batch!

Sorry I had to break my “one-song-only” rule.. sobra ata akong nahayok sa videoke! Kahit ngarag kami ni Kitch sa thesis, I’m so freaking happy!
Myra, thanks sa e-mail. (wink, wink…) Mwah!
Kitch! Thanks basta! (heheh…)

Naghiwa-hiwalay na kami around 10pm, kung san-san pa kasi uuwi yung mga tao. Grabe, kung wala sigurong curfew, pasok bukas..at kung may sasakyan lang kaming lahat ay di magpapa-awat yung mga tao! Hehehe….

John was a gentleman to bring me to McDo Katips after the event (thanks so much). I had to meet up with my friends to watch my kabarkada play sa band niya.. I missed them din.. So sulit na sulit na yung pag-alis ko kanina… Around 2am naihatid na ako... Buti naman.. :)

Mamaya, I’m going to Cavite for thesis with Kitch.. This is going to be one hell of a week! (I feel like an Energizer Bunny…)

Sa Pagtapos ng Araw..

Finished the first leg of our experiment this afternoon. Kitch and I are exhausted. I don’t feel too good, and I think that I may be coming up with the flu. Nakakapagod pala mag-administer ng experiment. Ubos na smiles ko, and I was getting cranky. Top it off with me finding out something I should have never known in the first place. Me and my broken heart… (kuno..)

Well, though I rant, I am still relieved na at least umuusad yung thesis namin ni Kitchie. To my thesis partner – thank you so much for being understanding, caring and all the other mushy stuff that I could say. Di ko alam kung ano mangyayari sa akin ng last sem kung wala ka. Thank you.

Gusto ko din pasalamatan lahat ng kaibigan ko na nagmamahal sa akin at umiintindi.. sa aking CRS family, Samaskom friends at iba pang UP friends.. (ayaw ko na magleave out ng specific names in case I accidentally leave out one..) Thanks! Sa Mafia, Dose at Bes(es), mwah!

Sa inyo ako kumukuha ng lakas… (madrama.. pero totoo..)

No Blogging for the Next Few Days

i love you... shucks... (the last time you'll see this tag..)

I am so busy.. Really.. Broke yet busy.. Thesis beckons....

Things to do:
CRS Genmeet
Look for Respondents for our thesis
Buy tokens and merienda.. (SM North)
Meeting for presentation for Anthro 185
Meeting for CR 180 and budget plan
Consultation with Ma'm Chen
The EXPERIMENT
Live Aids Marketing Meeting (important)
Buddy Date (may sched na nga ba?)
Bonding with Apps (la pa sched)
SPSS date
Overnight kina Kitch

Myra: Pag thesis..think of it as a passion..para di mo feel na burden (tama ba?)

But words got in the way.......

Mahal pala ang Feeding Bottle...

UP Comm Res Soc (tahimik pag picture taking)


Received the letter from Pi Gamma Mu (?). Ano bang klaseng honors society ito? Nabaasa ko yung blog ni Tasha. Pareho pa kami ng reaction. At mahal ang Php 2,000 na membership fee. Is it worth it? Pasabit-sabit lang din kasi ako CS, “crawling” for cum laude pa ako. Hehehe..

Dumaan ako kanina sa Robinson’s Metro East bago umuwi. I needed to purchase a “baby bottle” for Psych 150. (para san kaya?). Wanted to buy a really nice one with characters, but I had limited funds. Nung magbabayad ko sa counter, akala ata nila nanay na ako! May naririnig ba naman ako sa likod ko (ay, tignan mo oh, ang bata pa nanay na..)
Hello? Excuse me po!!! (See Irene, I told you so!) Mukha ba akong may anak???? sniff....

Kay: Irene, yung baby bottle ba kailangan yung may tsupon? As in yung may plastic nipple ba un?
Irene: Bulaong, oo, kailangan yun! Di na mukhang baby bottle yun without that. Kaw talaga oh.
Kay: Hehehe….

I bumped into Juner’s mom on the way to the grocery to buy green tea. Nagulat ako. She asked me how I was at kung may kasama ako. Ayaw ata maniwala na ako lang, at ako lang. She seemed happy to see me though.

Bumped into Anj din, she texted me na she was on her way to Rob din. She met up with a friend from highschool after naming magkita rin. They were talking about this guy who turned out to be my “first crush” back in grade school – fifth grade to be exact. Hottie pa kaya yun?

Just finished editing the SPSS set for my thesis. Will collaborate with Kitchie tomorrow and pre-test again. Finished editing the experiment form (again).

Saw my buddy Stan after soooo long. Di pa rin tapos ang sigsheet niya (have to reprimand him na). He was wearing a statement shirt today.. Nice one though. (wink, wink).

Saw my cousin Chesca online, hope she will like the Kwjan shirt I asked her mom to give her. She’ll be in Boston in a couple of days. I will miss her!!!!!

Pagod

Si Jeffrey Hidalgo pala ay Haribon.. (some random thought in my mind dahil sa comment ng isang kaibigan...)
Kailangan ko bumili ng baby bottle para sa Psych 150, pupunuin ko ng chocolate milk..
May field work kami sa Calumpit..pero di pa siguro.. nagimbento kami ni Lea ng budget plan... di ko alam magkano pamasahe sa eroplano...
Muntik na ako makatulog sa Anthro.. Salamat na lang sa powers ng candy..
Nagthesis kami ni Kitch.. nakatulog ako ng 3am.. at sobrang pagod. Nag-pretest, pero ulit na naman... Ang daming holes ng experiment..

Bagsak ang katawan ko ngayon.. Matutulog na lang ako...

Pagod na ako
Pagod na ako
at
Pagod na ako....

Blue Tooth

i love you... shucks...

Went to Marikina around 8am. I really had to drag myself to wake up and attend Mass that early. But I had to - we had rehearsals for Val's grandparents 60th wedding anniversary after the mass. I haven't been to Rancho 2 to sing in the choir for a year. When I arrived, the choir was made up of people who were probably 3 years younger than me. Only Val was a year older.

Saw a would-have-been-boyfriend attending mass with his family. I waved hi to them, and they did the same. He was still as good-looking as ever, and I wondered how good-looking our babies would have turned out.

After the mass, we went straight to Mrs. Yusi's house to have a "McDo 2" breakfast. A McDo 2 breakfast meant we had original McDo hot chocolate (one to sawa) that Mrs. Yusi gets from a friend who works at McDo. After a breakfast of puto (of two variants), rhum cake and salad, we all got pretty sleepy.

After an hour, we started to rehearse songs for the wedding. I missed singing, and it felt could to hear our voices in harmony. I recorded some songs we did in my mobile fone.

After 3 hours of rehearsal, I went to my Dianne's house which was around 5 streets away. Saw her cute pamangkin Jiggy who loves kissing me and calling me "Tita Kay". I helped myself to a lot of Reese's Peanut Butter Cups from their "fattening" fridge. I called Paeng to ask what time should we meet up before we go to Jill's place.

We arrived at Jill's house around 230ish. Dianne's dad drove us (akala namin mag-cocommute kami at yun din original plan, pero takot ata Dad ni Dianne at baka maholdap raw kami), and we picked up Paeng along the way. He bought a cake for Jill's family, and had a lot of presents for Jill's mom too. Iba na talaga ang umaakyat ng ligaw. Ang bango-bango pa ni Paeng!

I was so excited to see Jill's mom, who I haven't seen for the last two years since she decided to work abroad. She put on some weight, but was as beautiful as ever. She had presents for me, Dianne and Paeng as well. She gave us girls a gold bracelet and some nice beaded ones, while she gave Paeng a new leather wallet. Another thing was Jill's cute brothers! Grabe, they were all grown up na! There was John, the whiz kid, Jay the pretty boy (my favorite) and Jon the makulit and matakas na bunso.

We had pizza and some cake. We talked about some stuff, and 'stuffed' ourselves some more. We took a lot of pictures using Jill's new camera phone.

After eating, the four of us were left in the table. Dianne said we should turn on our "blue tooth". (Blue tooth is a convenient term we use when we need to be ultra sensitive about each other in a venue where we couldn't talk much..) It was hard to talk when all four corners of Jill's house could hear us. To cut it short, we were pretty much restricted in our conversation. (Jill had problems.. ahahah.. a lot to be exact..)

Jill showed us her new LCD monitor.. (inggit.. ahaha.may laptop na nga si Jill, 2 pa PC nila sa bahay.naka LCD pa lahat.. I need that..ahahah..) May nausisa kami ni Dianne, the poem Jill's mom wrote for them. Grabe, it was so nice, kasi lahat sila may personal poem from their mom. Naiiyak kami ni Dianne sa nakasulat.

After a couple of hours, we had to go home before it gets dark. Jill walked us to the end of the street, and the 3 of us decided to have isaw at Baytree. The isaw was wonderful, but Dianne and I only decided to have 2 since the serving was larger than most bbq grills and we were already gaining weight. But on an ordinary day, I could finish around 10 sticks. (oo, ganoon ako kalakas kumain..)

After that, I dropped by Dianne's place again to get a copy of her gradpics. Went home after that, I was pretty lazy to do anything else.

Jill texted me soon enough, thanking us for coming to her house to see her mom again before she leaves. I was so proud of her standing up for herself and for Paeng (basta.. won't discuss it here na..)

Hay, may pasok na bukas.. Gagawa na ako ng assignment...

Yusi Residence: Me, Melai, Mrs. Yusi, Vina, Mela, Val and Pau

Happy New Year!

i love you... shucks... (pero wala naman akong pag-asa sa iyo.. )

Happy New Year!!!! Mahal ko kayo!!!!! :)

I can't upload my blog. Although by some stroke of luck yesterday I was able to add some stuff to it. My PC must be infected with spyware of some sort coz the cookies are not working properly. Im here at my aunt's house pigging out again. Gained something like 5lbs over the holiday season, and that ain't a pretty sight.

I was feeding the cocker spaniel (Chevy..) a while ago, but it has been ignoring me. (shucks, I like dogs pa naman..) I'm too lazy to move.. (pig..pig..)
I miss my cousin Chesca (I miss her when I see chick bands..ahahah), I miss her when I see lola's ham, I miss her when I hear NU. (Uwi ka na!)

My bestfriend Jill will leave the country soon, once she passes the Nursing board exams. My kabarkada Celso and Chummy din. Dianne and I are bothered na di na kami kumpleto, but we can't let that weaken us. Tumatanda na nga kami.. iba na talaga.. ahahah.. Aalis din ako siguro dito. Kailangan - walang magpapaaral kay Carlo.

When I get home, I have my thesis to worry about, Live AIDS marketing, and stuff for UP CRS. I'm staying over at Kitch's boarding house soon, there is so much work to be done, and so little time. First draft is due on Feb. 7, and I will get this done so I won't feel so guilty attending the UP Fair.

Gusto ko na pumasok...