Friday, December 31, 2004

Happy New Year to everyone!!!!!!! ayaw gumana ng dashboard ng blog ko! ahahah! :) Posted by Hello

Wednesday, December 29, 2004

So...Happy Together...

i love you... shucks...

Saw “So.. Happy Together” yesterday at Rob Metro East with Myra, Tin2 and Tasha. Jampacked yung movie house. Nagkalito-lito pa kaming apat kung asan na kami..heheheh… Obviously, we were bored, na in the middle of Christmas Break we watched a movie. Asus, we just missed each other.. (kahit it sounds cheesy..)

Ok lang naman yung movie.. Ok naman si Kris (although I was so reminded of Irene’s presence in my life..) Di na talaga ako ever magiging fun ni Rainier.. di ko rin kinaya ang di pag change ng expression sa mukha ni Mark Herras at ang mga boses ni Yasmien at Jennylyn (although, sige.. maganda sila..)

Nakakatuwa yung role ni Eric Quizon, although OA, at napaka-stereotypical naman ata. DI naman lahat ng “ding” ay ganun ah.. Di naman sila ganun manumit, di naman lahat ganun kumilos.. Nakakadegrade pero di dapat.. basta.. at basta..


Monday, December 27, 2004

natuwa lang ako sa pic na ito! enjoy! Posted by Hello

Sunday, December 26, 2004

the DOSE back in highschool..sige nga.. hanapin niyo ako.. :)  Posted by Hello

kada ko.. amishu na DOSE! Posted by Hello

Saturday, December 25, 2004

Ang Taba-Taba... (events for the past 3 f@#$%ng days...)

i love you... shucks... (ako na manliligaw sa iyo..kaunti na lang!!! grrrr!!!!)

Maligayang PASKO po muna sa inyong lahat! Mwah! Mwah! at isa pang Mwah!!!!!!!!

Na-empacho na ako amidst all warnings (...after being diagnosed by 3 doctor cousins) na I'm suffering from hyper-acidity and gastritis (?).
Tinutukso ako ng mga pinsan ko sa anak ni Tita Malou.. All day, lahat ng tita ko nagtatanong kung may boyfriend na ako.. eh WALA! WALANG-WALA! Pag nagtanong pa sila uli sa New Year I will SCREAM!!!!!!!!!!!!
(I should find a boyfriend na raw... tsk..tsk...if they only knew how HARD that is!)

Hmm.. buti na lang nag-upload si Aui ng isang pic ng get together namin.. namiss ko tuloy sila, pero happy ako at nakasama ko sila!

We met at Pai’s house last December 23 para sa isang post-Bday celebration for Ali at Xmas Get2Gether na din… Our kada (the DOSE) was to meet at Pai’s house around 3pm to prepare stuff. But as usual, ako lang ang maaga! Everyone else arrived around 4:30ish.. Sad na wala si Jen.. 11 lang tuloy kami...

Nung dumating pa ako, naka matching pink blouse pa kami ni Pai. No one was home. Tambay-tambay muna kami sa labas, when suddenly dumaan yung 2 kong kabarkada (Anj and Chummy) from the Mafia. Anj had a problem and we all needed to talk. I could sense the gravity of the situation, but I told the two of them I will catch up as soon as I can coz’ I had this Xmas thingy pa with the DOSE. They left, signaling me to go to Chummy’s house – but no worries though for Chummy’s house was just around the block.

Another friend came knocking at Pai’s door coz I asked him to – I needed a pseudo-body guard to “protect” me from this stubborn stalker that I had. Didn’t know if it worked though. He only stayed for an hour to make kulet with my friends. He had work, and it was rude to keep him waiting pa.. basta…

So met up with the gang na nga.. Kumain kami.. kumain..at kumain.. nagdala ako ng cake..after getting pissed na walang brazo de mercedes... argh!
Tapos I was the first to get grilled on the hot seat (I actually enjoyed it.. ahahah..sira talaga ako..)... followed by Pai (who really needed the grilling...) and Isah..
Lumabas na yung mga issues pang iba, some galing pa nung higschool.. Unresolved “crushes”, ex’s (thank you mine was not mentioned.. ). Pero highlight talaga ang love story ng oldest couple sa kada. (tsk..tsk… ganun talaga tsiong.. kapag kayo, kayo hanggang huli… I believe in that..)
We wanted to play the our version of charades, kaya lang, I was in pain na dahil sa stomach ache.. (ako pa nakasira..sorry guys..) So kuwento na lang.. saka mga patawa.. bagong punchline ko ang ang "but wait..there's more.. (syempre, kami lang makakarelate... praning talaga...)

Went to Chummy’s place after. Maraming revelations. Marami na akong di nalalaman...
Some I CANNOT discuss in this blog. But it was fun knowing them.. (well, surprised na din..) The greatest surprise would be Chummy leaving for the US sa January! WAH! That made me uncomfortably sad…. Kaya papayag na ako na-kidnapin nila ako… Chummy! WAAH!!!!!!!!!!!!

After that, I accompanied a friend sa frat meeting! (sabi Xmas party raw.. kala ko may food uli..) but it turned out to be a frat meeting.. May babae ba sa frat meeting????? Ahahh.. went home soon dahil sa chain of "events" (yun na nga..xmas party na magiging frat meeting.. bokot yun ah...)… but before that, I was suppose to go to a friend’s house to wish him a happy bday around midnight.. but to some weird force of nature, he was walking sa SUNKEN GARDEN! (so much for your bday tsiong… but I understand…really, I’m praying for you..)

Pag-uwi ko, nakalimutan ng magulang ko na may anak pa silang nasa labas! Ahahahahaha…

Friday, December 24, 2004

may sakit ako..pero...

i love you... shucks...

I'm sick.. but I'm going nuts.. these songs have been playing in my head.. grr...

Anyone Can See (Irene Cara)
Anyone can see
What you mean to me
Anyone would know (would know)
My love is there
Waiting just for you

Give Me One Reason (Tracy Chapman)
Give me one reason to stay here and I'll turn right back around (2X)
'Cause I don't want to leave you lonely
But you've got to make me change my mind

sa paskong darating..

i love you... shucks...

nasira na lahat ng tinype ko for this blog entry!
pero would just to like to greet everyone a BLESSED CHRISTMAS!
I'm sick right now..pero what the heck! :)

Tuesday, December 21, 2004

WELCOM BACK PJ!

i love you... shucks... (I should have been careful with what I wished for.... Now, I'm confused with my life.. )

Sad at wala ako sa Xmas party ng Mafia.. (long story... at nagtatampo na sila sa akin.. it's just there so much going on with my life right now, I don't know where to start..)

Umuwi na rin finally si Pedro Jose! You (PJ) owe me a "date". You always promise me that, pero it never happened (and I'm no little girl anymore Kuya PJ ahahah...)

Looking forward na makita ang DOSE...

Sunday, December 19, 2004

Lactose Intolerance..

i love you... shucks...

Drank too much milk.. and now, I feel sick. :(
gusto ko na umiyak.. (pero di dahil sa sakit ng tiyan.. ) kasi binigyan na naman ako ng problema, kung kailan nanahimik na ako at lahat! :(

GRRR!!!!

May stalker kasi sa buhay ko. Sana kasi di na ako kumanta sa grad ball para di na niya ako nakilala, at di naging ganito kagulo ang barkada ko.
Nabubuwiset na ako sa kanya dahil ayaw niya ako tantanan. Nagkagulo na nga kaming magkakaibigan dahil sa kanya, pero ewan ko.
May nalalaman pa ako ngayon (batay sa bestfriend ko sa kada) na gusto niya akong ipursue at isantabi ang relasyon nila ng kabarkada ko. He still doesn't get the picture. I don't love him. Two years mahigit na tong issue na to, pero di pa rin siya "give up". Sinabi ko na ang totoo - at marami na akong bagay na pinanindigan, pero parang ayaw niya intindihin. At di ko siya kayang mahalin (kahit sinubukan ko na minsan.. )
Respeto naman.. Malinaw namang ayaw ko siya, at ni ayaw ko ng makipag-usap sa kanya (dahil gugulo, at hanggang masama loob sa akin ng kaibigan ko, impossible na magkausap kami in any way..)Ang hirap ba intindihin nun? Baliwala na nga siya, pero hindi - parang walang siyang narinig. Gusto niya yung gusto niya. Walang end ang pagka-stubborn niya. Naiirita na ako sa araw-araw na missed calls at text. How juvenile is that diba? Higit pa dun, he wasn't even suppose to know my number exists!

Bakit ganun.. yung taong mahal ka, di mo mahal..tapos yung taong mahal mo, di mo naman alam kung mahal ka, or masaklap pa dito, di ka naman mahal.... Siguro tinatanong rin niya sa akin yan...

Christmas Party (part one)

i love you... shucks...

Tomorrow na Christmas Party with the Mafia. The only problem is I’m broke as hell. I need 500 bucks to survive this one. The barkada was suppose to rent this house with a swimming pool (bad news though, I have no plans of swimming in the middle of December) Hirap talaga ng hindi nakapagipon – come to think that I have another Christmas party with the Dose on Ali’s birthday. I have gifts for the girls, and none for the boys (sensya, austerity measures talaga ito). Well guys, I still love you all. (and you know I’m more generous on regular days..)

I’m going to sleep over tomorrow at Dianne’s place. It sounds high school, but I don’t really care. I like going to Dianne’s place just to talk about stuff. Jill will be there as well, I miss her a lot… and we need to maximize our bonding time with Jill because her Mom will be home soon. Jill’s Mom = martial law. Well, that’s the equation we formulated. Do the rest of the math.

I’m just so glad to see all my friends. After January, I have this hunch we’ll all be back to our busy lives (thesis mode for me… goodluck..)

Finally, I was able to persuade my dad to purchase the Magic Sing Mic that I’ve been praying for so long. (happy, more videoke singing for me) Went grocery shopping with the whole family. Got tired pushing carts and looking for stuff sa grocery na I wasn’t really familiar with. The fun part of shopping though was I got to pick the kind of food that will fill our pantry. (yum, yum.. so much for weight loss, hehe)

My aunt called me up this morning just to say that my older cousin passed the local nursing board exams (good for her..) The only problem – I feel that I’m getting really pressured to take the course in medical transcription so I can go to the States and follow the rest of the family (almost all of my cousins are either nurses or PTs in the US). There is no economic future here in the Philippines (and there’s a grain of truth to it..)

This song from Jimmie's Chicken Shack has been playing in my head:

Won't make the bed up straight
I always stay out late
I never take you out, ask what your all about,
I always smell like smoke
Everything's just a joke,
I never look at you when you come hear me sing

These are not all ofthe many simple things you cant find wrong with me..

I never talk to you
Be who you want me to,
My music's way too loud
My friends areall so proud
Say im just wasted hope
I could not thread the rope
More than my pockets broke
and you don't see a ring

These are not all of the infinitesimal things you can find wrong with me
Once would you tell me please

What do I do that is right.
what do I do, what do I do what do I do,
what do I do right

Saturday, December 18, 2004

More from the Parade

ang crs people.. ako lang naman pasaway sa black outfit eh.. Posted by Hello

lapit na ang pasko..

i love you... shucks...

Malapit na ang pasko. Naramdaman ko na ang sikip at bagal ng daloy ng trapiko sa Metro Manila. Lumipas na ang Lantern Parade, ang fireworks, ang exchange gifts... Tapos na ang Christmas Party nina Mama, naka-ikot na ako sa Greenhills Shopping Center, nanggaling na ako sa Divi at Tutuban.. Matrapik kung san may sakayan ng jeep at kung san malapit ang mga malls. May nangangarolling na.. May simbang gabi.. nakakakita na ako ng puto bumbong.. Marami ng Christmas lights at decors.. Sunod-sunod ang imbitasyon sa mga Christmas parties..
Pero di pa ito yung Pasko - ang superficial naman ng season of gift giving.. The welcoming of Christ's coming.. Bakit feel ko ang sama-sama ko pa rin na tao, na ang dami kong kagaguhang ginagawa, at gagawin pa.... Na para namang wala namang pinagkaiba ang panahon na ito sa iba (except sa malamig..saka palaging maraming tao...)

Tinotopak lang siguro ako..

ako at si ba..si stan di na cropped :) Posted by Hello

sorry buddy.. but ok, katulad ng sinabi mo..you do look funny.. ok...di nakita inedit! :) Merry Christmas! Happy Vacation sa ating mga UP students!

Nga pala, may iba pang mga pics sa lantern parade.. perho tinatamad na ako magpost.. sa mga orgmates ko sa CRS who check out my blog.. check out Stan's link.. (Stan, hope its ok though...)
(lantern parade pics)
Enjoy.. :)


Friday, December 17, 2004

Lantern Parade.. (eto talaga title eh...)

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i love you... shucks...

I’ll rant first… Didn’t get to watch 2046.. Bummer, bummer and super bummer. I’ve been waiting so long.. pero no one will come with me to watch it. My braces hurt – big time. PJ (my friend from China is coming home for Christmas..pero I have no idea when!) I miss Jown coz I didn’t get to see her sa Lantern Parade, we planned it pa naman... I’ll miss my buddy Stan, he just has no idea…

Finally, the Lantern Parade is over.

Had “real” fun, even though I was unfortunate enough to join the parade. Good thing my beloved thesis partner was there to baby-sit me for a while, or else, I would be all alone at the stands watching the parade. Thank you Kitchie! Saw Jonelle (aka KOK) with his cousin Raf, Ken and Trisha (from MTV Supahstar), at sinamahan din nila muna kami manood ng parade sa may Engg.

For the parade, our College’s theme was “Perya sa TV” – meaning TV as having this escapist nature. Each department was assigned a theme – and Commres got the “horror” part. Dahil dito, I saw blockmates, orgmates and friends dancing to the tune of Michael Jackson’s “Thriller” sa isang make-shift, yet enlarged TV set. Ang galling-galing nila, at hyper na hyper ang college ko siyempre..

Sang “Through the Fire” sa Quezon Hall. I must say, it was a blast. My blockmates were cheering for me, (Irene, Bajoy, Kitch, Myra and the gang… Jonelle… screaming their hearts out..) John and Stan, being really resourceful in finding seats just behind me.. (cheering all the way din..) And best of all, the people liked it! (Thank you Ma’m Tessa for giving me the chance – kahit di mo naman mababasa blog ko..eheheh..). For the first time, I felt like I did something really big for myself.. ahahaha.. and for the University as well…

Now, I’ll go RAVE! I had the best Christmas party (this year.. so far) at Myra’s house. Ang saya kasi ang dami-dami namin! Around 27 of us were present sa house nina Myra. Nag-exchange gift, kumain, kuwentuhan at siyempre, everyone’s favorite – videoke singing! Sayang lang my buddy wasn’t there... siya pala nakabunot sa akin.. just kept mum about it.. (funny, nagkukuwento pa siya sa akin kung ano ireregalo niya sa nabunot niya diba.. ahahah.. tsktsk… pero do hope your grandma will be all better.. ) Sayang din the other mems la din dun.. mga kailangan na kasi umuwi sa probinsya. Sayang la din si John, I wanted to hear him sing – galling raw kumanta din yun. Hay, basta..nawawala yung mga apps..pero understandable.. Oh well, kami na lang tuloy ni Rob ang nag-duet ng madami..hahahah..

Naiyak ako kay Myra at sa kanyang gift of hugs.. Myra, thank you so much, thank you, thank you.. your efforts for the org will never be forgotten. Thank you Ms. President! Mwah!

Etong mga sumusunod, random na lang.. :)

Pamy and Patty – Thank you.. but before anything else.. please email me..
Kitchie! Thank you din! See you soon for thesis! I don’t know what to do without you.. You owe me something.. (wink..wink…) Email me..
Goliath Boy! Thank you.. Hope you’ll enjoy the tea.. :) dreamt of you the other day..
CRS Orgmates! Thank you so much! Mwah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Dose! Ui, we guys need to catch up.. hahaha.. :) Ali's bday.. right?
Dianne at JIll! Mwah! Mwah! Mwah!
Mafia! Please..take me away!

Wednesday, December 15, 2004

Weddings..

after the wedding... nakapaghilamos na din... Posted by Hello

Just got home from my cousin's wedding. Tinamaan na naman ako ng pagka-love sick..

Ate Lai and Kuya Dong were "so much in love" I could see it sa body language nila.. ahahah..
As usual, yours truly ay wedding singer sa kanilang kasal. I met a lot of "cousins to the nth degree.. ". Marami rin akong mga tito at tita na ngayon ko lang nakita (they were all from Bicol..) All was well, except na ang traffic pauwi sa C-5. Lantern Parade na tomorrow, and still "O Holy Night" is not "holy.." I don't have anything to wear yet. I don't have money for a new outfit, and no time to borrow one. Guess I'll have to make do with really old clothes that I don't wear anymore..ahahah.. Naubos na pera ko sa exchange gift at sa iba pang mga "gifts.."

Most probably di na rin ako uwi after lantern parade, kina Myra na muna ako makikitulog. I want to spend my remaining days in the company of friends.. (teka, di pa ako mamatay noh..) It's just that ewan ko, I'm just suffering from the 'senior' syndrome..

Sis... hi, yun lang! Masakit na ang ulo ko.. :)

Buddy! Bailar! (wahahaha... cute ka naman sumayaw eh.. swear...)
Dose! Lapit na bday ni ALI! ANO na ang GIMIK?
Mafia! Teka ano muna, xmas party kina Caco tapos sa CityJam? 80s raw ang tema???
CRS! C yah guys! Excited na ako mag-videoke! :)
Jill at Dianne: Teka, teka.. ano na plano?? :)


Tuesday, December 14, 2004

I Feel Foolish....

i love you... shucks...

I like Psych class.. and I like writing papers..though I suck at graphs.. One thing I really realized this morning..
My buddy was nice enough to drop by class kanina..thank you... :)

So, nagbunutan na ng "baby" para sa xchange gift.. and right now.. sa nakabunot sa akin.. I feel a little bit foolish.. hay..magegets rin niya sa araw na iyon.. magegets din niya.. just hope that person wouldn't get pissed or something.. hay.. nway... enough...im tired.. I have a wedding to go to..and I'm going to snooze..

My Wish List..

i love you... shucks...
Give love on Xmas day...

Nag-genmeet kami kahapon. Sa kabutihang palad, ay maraming nakapunta, at in fairness.. may 9 apps na present. Happy na rin ako kahit papaano...

A friend left me a message offline sa ym.. left me pondering.. Should text her soon...

May wedding ako tomorrow sa pque. Saan exactly? di ko din alam..basta alam ko..haggard bukas...

then there's the song number for the lantern parade. "O Holy Night" raw kakantahin ko..pero as of the moment, it sucks.. the spirit of Xmas is totally "non-existing" in that tape I bought the other day. Ang hirap kantahin dahil di ko mamodifiy yung pitch.. I don't have the equipment...
:(

My emotions are as unstable as a yoyo... I go up... come down.. ahahaha.. must be the holiday seasons' effect sa kapisanan namin sa org.. Am looking forward sa lantern parade pa din... at sa xmas party.. I hope ok makabunot sa akin, sana matupad kahit isang item sa aking wishlist..ahahah..

Well, I'm off to school soon.. may God watch over me...

Sunday, December 12, 2004

the pageant..

me and bro

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I know the picture is way overdue (i have been unable to post for a while...)..pero for my friends who can't get enough of my brother..here he is.. ahhaha...
I'm trying to cheer myself with happy thoughts.. wish I could just fly to Never2x Land!

After A Long Week...

i love you... shucks...

Happy Birthday IRENE!

Tapos na ang jeans sale..at masaya naman ako sa mga naging resulta. Mas malakas benta last year, pero ok lang. Kasi super busy ng mga seniors na di na talaga makaka-career sa pag promote ng sale. Thanks na lang at mayroon kaming 17 apps ngayon sa org! Mabuhay ang legacy ng Comm Res Soc. Salamat sa lahat ng Mems at Apps!

Kakaiba na gusto ko magsulat ng Tag-lish ngayon.. Yung utak ko kasi ay naka-program pa sa wikang ito.

Malapit na ang Oblation Run at Lantern Parade. Excited na ko.. (naughty..naughty..) It's my last year here in UP, at lulubusin ko na lahat ng pwede ko gawin sa school na ito.. Nilulubos ko na nga pati mga tao... Parang there's so much I want to do and say..pero so little time.

Was talking to some apps and mems the other day... John promised to cook some pasta someday (yum, yum..) Twas nice talking to people and finding stuff about them. Talked to Cathy din and her view points on long distance relationships.. Si Irene naman, naku, naghahanap ng Aston Martin! (so ok..wacky bunch talaga ang blocmates ko... minsan..impossible..nakakafrustrate..)

Si Raissa lagi akong pinapadalhan ng quote... nung isang araw..muntik na akong maiyak.. (well acutally, naiyak na rin ako eventually after that long talk with Irene...) One quote na swak na swak kumbaga ay ito.. "It's hard to hold on to sometihing that you know would never be yours in anyway. You just have to let go of the fact that while some good things never last, some don't even start..."

Hindi ko alam kung para sa akin ito.. I'm beyond confused right now..

Well, the Holidays are fasta approaching. I should be happy with what I have...

Thursday, December 09, 2004

one good day coming up...

i love you... shucks...

Last Wed, I had to sleep at Vinzons to make sure no one steals the stocks of our jeans sale. It was going to be one long night for me and Kitch, good thing though was that a friend dropped by to stay with us till 12mn. Kitch and I had to do stuff for our thesis and we finally dozed off.

I was slightly awakened around 3am by the cold air that gushed in. My blanket was not enough to keep me warm, I wanted another pillow to hug.. but there was nothing I can do. I had to go back to sleep. At around 6am, I roused once again, this time, Kitch waking up a couple of seconds later. To my surprise there were two figures approaching. I rubbed my eyes for a second look… I thought I saw an angel… And yes…there was an angel…

Tuesday, December 07, 2004

Jeans.. Pantalon... Ano nga ba....

i love you... shucks...

I like going to our sponsored jeans sale. There are a lot of applicants this semester and I am actually looking forward to know all of them. Hope they will all enjoy their stay in our org.

I am hopeful that I will graduate on time. Makes me want to make the most out of the three months I have. Just one thought I realized as I pondered over things this week. My greatest frustration is not an object, not something unsettled…

Sunday, December 05, 2004

My Brother.. ahahah.. (the next big thing..)

First of all, I would like to congratulate my baby brother for winning UERM’s Mr. Nursing 2004!!!!!

Share ko lang. Pero nanalo kasi siya ng following: Best in Casual Wear, Best in Formal Wear, Best in Uniform, Mr. Photegenic, Best in Talent at syempre.. Mr. Nursing 2004. Love you bro!!!! Pinakyaw mo eh! Siyempre, the stage ate that I am – I just can’t help but feel so proud! Pareho sila ng kapartner niya sa batch (si Barbi na mukha talagang Barbi) na nacrown na Mr. and Ms. Nursing!

Kahit na 4 hours delayed ang lahat sa contest, it was definitely worth it. I had a laughing trip seeing my brother dance to the tunes of “The Lion Sleeps Tonight”, “Rocky” and “Pretty Woman”. He even sang a “Whole New World”. People now call him the jungle boy because he was brave enough to face the crowd wearing shorts and an improvised “caveman’s cape”.

Feel ko ako din kasali sa contest nay un kagabi. Daig ko pa siguro lahat ng stage mothers na andun. (wahahah) Pano nung uniform portion natatawa na ako at pinakaluma yung uniform ng kapatid ko. Hindi ba naman kasi nagpaggawa ng bagong uniform! The collar was off-white na at may make-up pa. Riot talaga!

Dami talagang gwapo sa UERM!(pero mga bata pa ata sila kasi mga batchmate ng utol ko.. yung sa batch ko.. gwapo, pero di ko type..yun lang.. bakit kaya sa UP kaunti lang… yung frustration tuloy naming ni Kitchie hindi nagagawan ng paraan.. di tuloy nagmamaterialize… but I won’t complain anymore.. )

Naku, artistahin talaga angkan namin! (wahahaha.. ok na.. feeling na.. kakanta na lang po ako.. I’m leaving the modeling thing to my bro.. ahahah…)

Waiting in Vain

a friend "reminded" me of this... literally..

It's been three years since I'm knocking on your door
And still I can knock some more
Ooh boy, ooh boy - is it crazy look, I wanna know now
Like I said -Tears in my eyes burn
Tears in my eyes burn
While I'm waiting While I'm waiting for my turn
You seeOoh boy, ooh boy - is it crazy look, I wanna know now
For I to knock some more
In life I know there is lots of grief
But your love is my relief..

I don't wanna wait in vain for your love...

Friday, December 03, 2004

Why I hate Maxene's Look-a-like....

I hate you... You may be beautiful that men swoon over you, but you are living a double-life. You just have no idea as to how much pain I had to endure at the thought of your existence.. You took my life away from me... you lied to me.. you took the one person I loved so much away from me.. and things will never be the same between us... Don't pretend like nothing is wrong... Or are you so caught up with yourself that you think everything is just fine?

It's your birthday today and I don't wish you the best.. but no matter how I hate you, I will never forget.. I can never forget the pain...

Wala na Namang Pasok eh... at HSM nga pala ako..

i love you... shucks... (hihihih...)

Hmm.. la na namang pasok. I have a 5 day weekend. I should be glad, but I'm bored.

I'd just like to thank my "buddy" for bidding me. Against all odds (hahaha..), thank you. This gives me a chance to know you better (not just by your name as I have for the past years). Hope you won't regret that I talked you into this. I know I won't.

I took this Self-Monitoring Test for our Psych 150 Class last Tuesday. I was classified as a High-Self-Monitor (HSM). People with HSM personalities are those (in complimentary terms) with high flexibility and adaptiveness in coping with the diversity of roles required of a person in an increasingly complex society. In unflattering terms, this are people who are "silly putty" creatures (plastic siguro in Pinoy terms). On the other side of the continuum are those who are Low Self-Monitors. LSM personalities are those who are honest, direct, straight-up and easy to read - and to put it in negative terms, they may be called as rigid and stubborn. (source: Mark Snyder, Self Monitoring: Public Appearances Versus Private Realities)

People who I asked to take a modified version of the test (the test was still about how they think I would react to things) had different answers. There were those who classified me as LSM, though a lot classified me as a HSM person. Hmm.. sa tingin niyo.. saan nga ba ako talaga? hehehe...

Thursday, December 02, 2004

Rainy Days and Yoyong

i love you... shucks...

Got this text message saying that there is a typhoon called Yoyong fast approaching and it’s getting as big as the Philippines. Although I may be so glad to know that there are no classes, the thought of people being stranded, buried in landslides, babies getting sick etc creeps me out.

I was suppose to have my thesis consulted today, however, I will sleeping the day away in my soft bed. Tatambak na naman ang trabaho, di natuloy ang yellow cab plan naming blockmates.

So much for trying to get up at 7am (an early feat for me..)

Wednesday, December 01, 2004

ako at si bro

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hay ang saya naman nito. Wala kaming magawa ng kapatid ko.. ang cute namin noh?

gulong.. gulong lang ng gulong..

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